MISSING Y___Y

I'm back for the 2nd time today :)
Ehh ? have smiling there , but I dunno whether it sincerely from heart or
just be an accessories on my face. 
I'm so confuse when talking about feeling . 
Sometime we feel happiness but deeply, there have
sadness over there. 
Could you see it ?
NO ! it just a pain . 
Will be feel by a person who's kept something big MISSING inside her HEART. 
I miss someone . 
I feel lose actually . 
It can't express by words, by sentences or by image . 
Instead by fake smiling !
How weak I am when I can't go through with small challenges in my daily life. 
Go along with something which not our desires is quite difficult. 
I just hope he know what I'm feel and think currently . 
Refresh back our old memories . 
It's lot of happiness, funny , laughing over there. 
But now , when time goes speedily everything changes. 
We look bored . 
NO ! 
you look bored with me T___T
it is ?
hmm. 
Sayang , when our next date ?
I'm here, waiting for you . :')
Dear 6 January , 
Please come faster , I want my hubby be here , Kuala Lumpur ^^,

I MISS YOU.  with LOVE,  N.S.A

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A Loving Heart is The Beginning of All Knowledge

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